*SYLVIA
Today would have been My Sylvia's Birthday (9/22/36). I remembered this yesterday… and a few days ago but forgot about it today. Then, while playing my Drums and looking at Sylvia's photo on the wall in front of my Drumset, I realized… her Birthday was "today".
I stopped playing because my energy just drained away from sadness…
- (Sylvia) "Don't stop. You love to play drums and I love watching you enjoy yourself, playing your drums."
- (me) "I can't. I just don't have the energy now… Yes, I want to celebrate your Birthday but it doesn't seem right, because you're not "physically" here… and I can't celebrate your "crossing-over"… your "coBirthday" (4/9/11) because it would be celebrating your leaving me (at least "physically")."
Sylvia would have been 83-years old today. She was 18-years older than me. After she crossed-over, she adjusted her energy to be 18-years "younger" than me. This means she's currently 47 (if I did the math right). She did this not only to be younger but so I would be able to Track her energy a bit easier. (It's one of many facets that connects her and I together.)