I'm "psychically" short-circuiting right now (early evening). The energy within me is just "chaotic". I just want to "be sick… energetically", not "physically", which is probably a lot worse.
In the last few days… or was it a "week", once or twice I almost came face-to-face with My Sylvia not being here. Each time it came in a short spurt of energy-realization. This cannot happen. It's not that I've built an insulative energy wall around me, which keeps me in a false reality of what happened to My Sylvia. It's not like that.
- The very moment Sylvia "crossed", our cheeks were nuzzled close to each other and I whispered in her ear: "I know you're not in here." So even in that very critical… very fragile moment, I knew what happened to her and where she currently is. I know this.
- I mentioned previously how the "Grief Counselor" was becoming more and more concerned about me… because I kept looking at the empty chair next to me in her office and talking to Sylvia. At one point, the Counselor, with her mouth dropped-open, was about to "say" or "write" something… so I told her: "I know she's not there. I look there and talk to my wife out of respect for her."
I know Sylvia is with me always. I know her energy is simply "out-of-phase" with mine… vibrating at the different frequency from mine. I know this. Yet these past few bursts of "short-circuit" energy places me in a very empty, stone room… facing a block of cold stone about 2-inches from my nose. It's very depressing.
- Am I simply waking-up from 232-weeks of being "numb"?…
- Is SOMETHING about to happen which will bring down that %@# "Veil" and I can sense it, so my energies have just gone "random"?
- Have I broken-through a crusty-layer of my own energy and just before I completely reach that next evolutionary plateau, some part of my "3D self" is pulling me back down… not wanting to let go?
I feel like I've been standing in the crowd, watching a magician but have now woken-up. I'm either now in front, with the crowd, but clearly understanding how his "magic" is performed or I'm standing behind the magician and can clearly see him slide the pieces under the table. Only Time will tell.
I'm just in limbo (free-fall) right now.
I'd like to thank SoulSpeak for Posting today's "Gatekeeper" article (from another site). When I traced that link, I discovered the following article which "I" found to be very important.
This article is titled: "Personal Energy Report" by Georgi Stankov (Posted on 9/19/15). Here are some excerpts:
- "Yesterday the Elohim came to us and gave a powerful message for me. It is a message about fundamental change. I knew for some time that this change is coming and the proof came yesterday."
- "Essentially, the Elohim told me that it is time for me to retrieve my energies from this website which is still very much a 3D affair. They told me that I must now prepare for my imminent ascension and concentrate my energies on this event."
- "This may happen at the end of this month or next month, who knows, linear time is an illusion, but it feels very close to me now."
- "All I know is that I have to begin immediately with my final ascension and that I can’t postpone it a single day by engaging in essentially 3D activities such as publishing on the Internet…"
- "The ascension scenario as created by the PAT in these last four years is now in full sway for everybody to see and we do not need any additional and redundant confirmation to prove it everyday again and again. It is done, it is accomplished, and we have won."
My comment: I searched through his website but could not find an answer to this… If anyone knows what he is referring to when he says: "PAT" or "P.A.T.", please let me know.
- "In this context, I would like to urge you to also refrain from further intensive engagement in 3D matters and to start meditating and fully concentrating on your ascension. You have all the necessary tools to do this final transition on your own."
My comments: Is ANY of this real? I have no idea. Of course, I TRULY "want" it to be real. I do know that the outcome to all that we are currently going through is already finished… the Cabal have lost and have not only been cleared-out but taken to indisputable-justice and completely "dealt-with".
The part of me that know this just wants to give-up and curl-up in the corner until that part of our TimeLine washes against my back. I, like many, many of the Beings still on this beautiful blue Orb, are very, very burnt-out. We know the celebrations are just around the corner but can't get excited-enough to get ourselves through this last mound of sludge.
- Hey, Cabal. Whether the Awakened-Ones remain curled-up in a corner somewhere or rise up, knock on your door and drag you from your homes… you're done! It's over. You lose and there is NOTHING you can do about it. Delaying things, as you've been doing, will only cause most of us to want to simply vote to have you tossed into the Galactic Central Sun. Why should we waste any more of our "energies" and "lives" listening to your excuses… to ANYTHING you have to say? We won't. Once you start pleading your case… Once you even open your audio-hole, we will simply step forward and say: "Toss him and let's get the party started!
- Cabal, remember, YOU created the "box" you now find yourselves in.
Here's the link to the "Ascension" article:
Here's the link to SoulSpeak's article:
This is Zap's Sunday update. Here are some excerpts:
- "IN WORLD FINANCIAL NEWS REGARDING THE GCR, WE ARE VERY VERY VERY CLOSE NOW. DAYS? HOURS? SOMETHING LIKE THAT. LAST TIME I SAID THAT THE TRN WILL BE MAKING ITS DEBUT ANYTIME, AS IT WAS SINGED OFF ON LAST WEEK. THAT WILL BE INTERESTING OF COURSE, AND YES THE NAME REALLY IS THE TRN (FOR NOW OR FOREVER – I DO NOT KNOW IF THE LATTER). THESE NOTES HAVE BEEN IN THE BANKS FOR OVER A YEAR NOW WAITING, AND SEVERAL HIGH LEVEL GUYS IN THE BANKS CAME OUT OF THE CLOSET AND SAID “YEAH WE COULD NOT TALK ABOUT IT OR SHOW THE NOTES, BUT THEY ARE THERE”."
- "OTHER INTEL SAYS THAT THE SCREENS AT THE BANKS SHOWED CURRENCY SUSPENSIONS UNTIL THE 19TH. THAT IS IN KEEPING WITH THE FINAL PLANNED SEQUENCE OF THE GCR. SO ALL FINGERS POINT TO THE SAME THING. VERY NICE."
- "I WILL KEEP WRITING AS TIME PERMITS, BUT I AM ESSENTIALLY IN A BRIEF BLACKOUT. THE EVENTS OF THE TIMES DEMAND THAT I ATTEND AT CERTAIN MEETINGS AND DO SOME STUFF THAT WILL BE OF SOME IMPORTANCE IN THE TIMES TO COME FOR THE BENEFIT OF OUR HUMANITY."
Here's the link:
I just read a personal message, to "me", from "Sylvia"… through SoulSpeak and it helped align my energies a bit. Sylvia and I are so very grateful for the assistance SoulSpeak and many, many others have, and still are, providing to us — especially to "me".
I'm now beginning to feel as though I've been "psychically" shattered, like a glass vase vessel and as I continue to walk along my Path, the many "helper Spirits" place their very hot hands along these cracks and re-bond them… stronger than ever before.
Thank you all. Sylvia and I have much talking to do about all this and what is about to unfold.
Here's the link to her Blogsite: