On some days, I'm sadder than others. I don't know if it's because of a "cycle" within "me" that "ebbs and flows" or because I'm sensing Sylvia's energy stronger than before and this causes me to realize she's not "physically" here… causing me to miss her even more. Either way, it's not good.
Today was 1 of those days. I'm just so tired of being without her.
- I'm mentioning this because "I" felt something strange going on today. I'm passing this along, in case others have had a similar experience. As always, stay open-minded and alert.
Yesterday, while at work, Sylvia had me notice my shoes. When I did, I saw that the tops were split… on both shoes.
Although they were an inexpensive pair of "Kmart-brand" shoes, they fit well and seemed to last quite a while. Especially when walking through the "construction zone" at the grocery store where we work several time a day.
So, after work, we went to Kmart to buy another pair. "Oh look, there's a "shoe sale". What great timing." It was "buy 1 at full price and get a 2nd pair at half-off".
Within 3-minutes of walking into that store, I had a new pair if shoes in my hands. That's the way "Sylvia" shops. At that point, I should have heard her say: "You have the shoes. Let's go." Instead, I kept feeling that a 2nd pair would save us money in the long-run. So I started looking.
Because Sylvia and I are very picky about what we eat, wear and integrate into our lives, I had to carefully look-over every shoe-aisle they had. I did finally find a 2nd pair but then found a 3rd pair and needed to figure out which pair to put back.
In the middle of this part of our "journey", I felt as though other things we had put-off-buying were "calling me". I felt like I wanted to stay in that store all day and buy a lot of things.
Somehow, though, thanks to Sylvia, this "Spell" was broken… I quickly figured out what was going on and that we only went there for "a" pair of shoes. So I put the others back and walked to the Check-Out with the pair I originally picked-up.
- I'm not sure I've ever felt that "drawn-in" to the energy of a store before… at least not in a very long time.
(I just couldn't find anything that "I" felt was providing feedback as to "when" the "Veil" will be removed and Sylvia and I will be reunited with each other.)