I've mentioned before that Sylvia and I don't currently have a dog, cat, fish or even a houseplant. So, when we leave work, it's only us until we return the next Time.
However, I've also mentioned that we have an immediate Family member. He's a medium-sized, stuffed bear. We've had him since Sylvia and I bought him while living in Florida… around 1990.
When we're home, he likes to sit by the window in our Living Room and watch his animal friends outside.
At one point, today, I walked over to that window, to see what the weather was like and, there, on our porch… just about 3-feet from that window was a Squirrel. He was just sitting there communicating with our bear.
- I don't include information about "animals have Souls and Consciousness" and "UFOs are real" because, to "me" and "Sylvia", these are a "given"… We know they exist. We know, personally, that this information is true.
- …and when you work with "energies"… truly work with the deeper-levels of the energies which permeate every "thing" and every "one" IN and ON this planet, you can instill (bring to Life) some of those energies into a "seemingly" non-real object… like a stuffed bear. This is what Sylvia and I have done. So even HE is "real" / "contains Life-energies".
- Most of the Time, Humanity has done this only in the "negative" realms. Look-up "Voodoo" and "Occult magic spells", if you want to learn about that.
- Sylvia and I only use "positive" energies in our work and personal unfoldings.
- Remember, "energy" is "energy". It's how we use it that makes "this" situation different from "that" situation. "Right" and "Wrong" are "judgements", taught to us by the Cabal long ago… and repeated by our our Parents, and their Parents, and… etc. Just like "Numbers" (such as the number "13"), "information" and "ideas"… these are neither "good" or "bad". It's how we perceive them.
- An "experience" is an "experience".
I've mentioned, many times before, that Sylvia plays keyboards and I play drums and do sound design (create sounds that can then be played with a keyboard or drums). I've also mentioned many times that the world of "drums", "drumming" and "rhythm", for "me", are part of my very Soul. Within my very make-up, I can "feel" and "sense" rhythmic patterns on many levels. For "me", there is no higher, "measurable" energy than playing drums and working with rhythms. It's the peak of my "physical" world.
…and then there are those "unseen" energies. This is where I've placed My Sylvia. As heavenly… as "I can soar no higher" than "drums" and "rhythms" is, Sylvia is beyond ALL of that. Our connection to each other and our complete, unquestioned Love for each other is WAY above the rhythms which feed my very Soul and the drums which bring me Breath.
- After switching from a very old Apple Operating System, to the newest version, about 2-months ago, I realized that I no longer have room on my external hard drive for the CDs we've purchased over the years. I used to like to listen to music but now I don't do much of anything. However, once in a while, I have a short surge of energy, which has me wanting to play my drums. When I do, I sometimes like to play to those songs.
- So, today, I had an idea… I loaded some of those CDs onto my Mac's "internal" drive.
- At this point, usually my motivation fades or I simply side-track myself and never seem to get past 1 thought and onto its followup. Today, though, I had an extra surge of energy. So I uncovered my drums, connected the correct cables and fired-up those songs. I put Apple's "iTunes" program on "random" mode and began playing.
- After only a few songs, I had quickly developed a broken spot on 1 of my fingers. That's how long it's been since I've really played my drums… and THAT is criminal in "my" world.
- Usually, Drummers get calluses on a few fingers. The skin doesn't just "tear" like it did to me today. Because the skin on my hands has been very dry, and sometimes very cracked, I've been putting pure lanolin on my hands. This must have affected my skin's ability to form a callus before forming a hole.
- I was still motivated to play my drums. So I put a band-aid on it and continued. It was a bit awkward but not too bad.
- I actually played for about another hour. Then, a random song started playing, which sounded like something I should know… Although all the songs on these CDs are familiar to me, there was something about this one that I knew was special. I just couldn't figure it out. Then, after several measures, I realized what it was… I quickly reached over to my Mac's keyboard, to stop the song from playing but I missed and hit the wrong key. It kept playing. Before I could think about hitting the correct key, the song just grabbed me. I was stuck. I just started crying. For some reason, I went-ahead and played drums to it… while I was crying.
- All of this didn't cause me to play the drums slower or with less energy. Just the opposite. I pulled-up a fierce amount of energy and played hard and fast.
- This was 1 of the songs I played (from CD) at the Memorial Service I gave for Sylvia… just 1-week after she crossed-over. (I have no idea why I didn't wait a little longer before immersing myself in those energies, and putting that Service together. It's now been over 249-weeks and I still cry for almost no reason. So you can imagine what state my mind was in during that 1st week.)
- I took a song by "Uriah Heep" and modified the words, which I handed-out during that Service. So everyone was hearing the original song but reading the words "I" had written, which I have added below…
- THE WIZARD (by Uriah Heep)
- Words modified by Paul Rego for Sylvia Rego
- She is the wizard
- Of a thousand kings
- And I chanced to meet her One night wandering
- She told me tales
- And she drank my wine Me and my magic girl Kinda feeling fine
- She has a cloak of gold And eyes that inspire And as she spoke
- I felt a deep desire
- To free the world Of its fear and pain And help the people To feel free again
- Why don't we listen to
- The voices in our hearts ‘Cause then I know we'd find We're not so far apart Everybody's got to be happy Everyone should sing
- For we know the joy of life The peace that love can bring
- So spoke the wizard
- In her mountain home
- The vision of her wisdom
- Means we'll never be alone
- And I will dream of my magic girl And her beautiful twinkling eyes That guide me with their light
These words, and the words to the other songs I used during that Service, can be found in the book I created while we were in hospice for 3-weeks. You can download it for free from our Blogsite. The book is called: "Hospice & Grief: Paul & Sylvia's Love across the veil".
Here's the link to the Uriah Heep song:
I found today's Posting by Jennifer Hoffman to be helpful in providing me with some feedback that Time is winding down and the "Veil" is about to be removed:
- "Have you seen the news about the 9th planet in our solar system? With this acknowledgement, and ignoring Pluto's demotion by an ignorant scientific community, and when we count the new planet Eris and Chiron, which is increasingly recognized as part of the zodiac and the true ruler of Virgo, we have 13 planets in our solar system. Uriel has always told me that the first phase of ascension would be complete when we were aware of these 13 planets and planet 9, as it's called, was announced by the media on January 19th (a date with a value of 11). So I guess that means we have arrived? What do you think? Here's an article about Planet 9"
Be sure to visit her facebook page, below, to access the link she provided for the full article.
Here's the link:
Today's message from Cobra is the "cryptic" kind:
- "mdispersion reactivated after 96.1"
Here's the link:
For some reason, I forgot to include Zap's mid-week update in yesterday's Posting.
This particular Posting from him is a bit strange and EXTREMELY long. He talks about:
- • "Admiralty" versus "Common" Law.
- • Obama buying a house in Dubai.
- • various banks, including "world" banks, etc.
Here's an excerpt:
- "I DID HEAR THAT THE RED DRAGONS AND OTHER FAMILY FACTIONS ARE NOW EXPECTING TO START FUNDING IN MAY. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT THE ISSUES ARE SURROUNDING THIS ADVANCE IN THEIR TIMING, BUT I AM SADDENED BY THE EXTENSION. THE PURPOSE OF THE MONEY IS TO HELP, NOT GET MIRED IN ISSUES STEMMING FROM PROTRACTED NEGOTIATIONS, GREED ISSUES, BANKER DELAYS, COMPLIANCE CAVORTING, AND THE ODD HANGNAIL OR TEN THAT CONSTANTLY PLAGUE US ALL."
Here's the link: