It's now been 232-weeks since My Sylvia "crossed-over". I am SOOO completely tired, bored, overwhelmed and broken-hearted I can't stand it. I know I must be "bored" because I'm finding myself talking to others a lot more than I have during this "crossed-over" Time.
When I worked in the "Downtown Market" (consignment shop in the same building as the grocery store), I worked there EVERY SINGLE DAY for probably 100-weeks. No "day off". No "vacation". Nothing but "eat, sleep, work".
Last November Sylvia and I stopped working in that consignment shop and only work in the grocery store. (… and only 4-days a week.)
About 12-months before My Sylvia "crossed", she began to not feel well. These pains came and went during that time and continued to increase as Time moved along, causing her to have less and less muscle-strength. (This is difficult for me to tap back into but I need to present this background, in order to make my point.)
Anyway, Sylvia and I have not had any change from our daily routine for more than 232-weeks plus 12-months.
This "situation" is SOOOO incredibly frustrating and stressful. This is why, on some days, I'm more motivated to work on our music than on other days. I give myself a hard time when I can't even turn on they music keyboard or play my drums because Sylvia and I are really "Musicians". Now, I have LOTS of "Time" but very little "Drive" to put this album together. This is too bad because it's something Sylvia and I enjoy doing… especially doing it "together"… and some of the songs are not bad. Maybe I'm just being overwhelmed by the long and complex "Time Machine" song. I have thought about moving that song aside and working on a less-challenging song 1st.
All any of us can do is "do the best we can… the best we know how" and take "one day at a time".
This happened about a week ago but I've been a bit "emotionally drained" and not able to think this through.
- I'm including this in order to show others yet another form that the "synchronicities" along our Path can take. It's up to each of us to "recognize", "interpret" and "appreciate" them.
Sylvia and I moved into this mobile home in 1994. It was brand new at that time and we have a very good Landlord. It's not really a mobile home "park". It's just a "grouping" of several mobile homes.
The dumpster for all these mobile homes is about 50-feet from our front door. Although that dumpster has been changed-out a few times, during all the Time Sylvia and I have lived here it has been dark brown in color.
About a week ago, the same Trash-pickup service removed that dumpster and brought a brand new one to replace it. This one is a nice, medium "blue". The name of the Trash service is "Republic".
There may be more that can be interpreted by this but here's what "I" understand about this change of energy:
- "Brown" = the color of "Earth", "mud", "grounded energies".
- "Blue" = the representative-color of "Spirit", "Source", the "Flow", "water".
- "Republic" = Some say our "government" is really a "corporation" and that these "United States" used to be a "Republic".
So, "maybe", the blue dumpster is symbolically telling me that the Earth is no longer weighted-down in the energy of "mud" and that this country is now back to its original Intention of being a "Republic".
As always, your mileage may vary.
I've seen a few videos in these last 232-weeks which "explain" how the Cabal have placed hidden messages on the various paper dollars. The information in this 5-minute video seems a tiny bit different.
- The person in this video states that the "1" dollar bill is telling Humanity the "date" of "9/23/2015".
- Part of this is very simple and may have you saying: "Why didn't "I" think of that?"… and at least 1 part of this information is stretching things just a bit… in "my" opinion.
Many years ago, Sylvia found the saying:
- "Figures can lie and liars can figure."
…which means, any "numbers" and on-paper information can be wrong and "liars" can interpret ANY information and bend it to mean what THEY want.
So I'm not saying that the information in this video is correct. I'm not saying you should believe it. I'm not saying "I" believe it. What Sylvia and I are doing is simply "presenting" this "different way" of looking at this information, which may help all of us to open our collective-minds just a bit more.
Here's the link:
In this 4-minute video, the Presenter "questions everything". Images from NASA's own Space Telescopes are used to show a rare "Earth" and "Moon" eclipse at the same Time. I had seen a few of these images several days ago. I did notice the smooth silhouette of the "Moon" and the rough edge of the "Earth". I did sense something not being right but didn't follow-through.
"IF" the information presented in this video is true, this may be some very important feedback and a LARGE "puzzle-piece" falling into place.
The Presenter in this video starts talking at the 45-second mark. Take a look at this, keep an open mind and "question everything".
Here's the link:
This next one's a 'bonus' (something you should know but it doesn't directly provide "me" with any feedback of "when" me and My Sylvia will be together).
This is a Posting from today by Jennifer Hoffman. I'm including it because:
- It provides "me" with some feedback as to what the "collective" of Humanity is currently experiencing, and
- It's similar to what I experienced, here at home the other day, when our music gear and computer didn't work properly.
This is what she wrote:
- "I am feeling a definite change in the air, are you? In the last 24 hours my telephones broke and I had to buy new ones, my computer wasn't working (it works now), I barely slept and have been up since 4:44AM, because I was so excited I couldn't sleep, and my kitchen mop fell apart as I was washing the floor this morning, it's the one I have had since I moved into my house. Definitely getting lots of confirmation."
Here's the link to her facebook page: